Molly

Poor Baby

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 20 Jan 2003 00:32:15 GMT

...My sweet Jesse got in a car wreck on Friday during lunch. He was coming back from Jantzen beach with Craig, Ian, and Collin. He was merging onto the I-5 Bridge when all of a sudden the car in front of him slammed on their brakes, although Jess doesn't know if he saw brake lights, which caused Jesse to rear end him! Jesse's air bag inflated and caused his face to swell up and cut up his face! The powder from the air bag burnt his cheeks and nose! He has cuts on his stomach too from the seat belt. Weird..the things that are supposed to save us (air bags, seat belts) hurt us!!
Well I didn't find out about the accident until after school on Friday, Colby told me. I was soo scared when Colby told me, then he's like "Don't worry he's ok." And then I felt better. But still, I was worried about my poor little guy. I went and called him and talked to him. His car was totalled and apparently the accident will be Jesse's fault, when I don't think it was. Jesse had 3 car lengths in between them, so I don't know how it happened. I am so relieved he's okay. Though his insurance only pays for the damage done to the other car, so I don't know if he can get a new car!

On Friday night the dance team performed at the girl's basketball game at half time. I think we did sooo well. I am sure a couple people messed up a few times, but overall I think we did awesome! Especially for learning it in 5 days!!!!!! Learning a whole complicated dance in 5 days! I am proud. : )I think we impressed everyone. Our outfits were really cute. We were wearing our uniforms, black turtleneck leotard with shiny black pants over it and our Eagles shell over the leotard too. Then we wore black bandannas thug style ; ) It looked hot! Sorry if i sound stuck up..I'm not..I'm just happy, because I'm the captain of the team and we all made it happen. :-) Yay! We're performing next Tuesday for the guy's game.
After the game, I hung out with Mima, Izzy, Rachel and Libby. It was fun over at Mima's house just all of us goofing around and chilling. The rest of the night was kinda lame. We drove all the way to Hillsboro to meet some people and nothing was even going on we found out when we got there AND we got lost a couple times. Everyone just was annoyed and tired by the time we got there. So we met up with these 2 guys Antonio & Florentine..and Antonio was pretty cool, but Florentine was such a flippin CREEPO! He wouldn't stop touching me and trying to kiss me and I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIM! YUCKKKYY! Harrasment! It was disgusting! He kept taking pictures of me and my friends with his digital camera and it was horrible. I wanted to leave the moment I got there. I was trying to let him know I wasn't interested from the very beginning, but he wouldn't take a hint, so I kinda had to be rude at times. Then he walked us out to our cars and he was trying to grope me! Then he's like "i don't even get a kiss goodbye" and like leaned into the car and I SLAMMED THE CAR DOOR (or atleast tried to) AND HIT HIM WITH THE DOOR!! HAHAHA. : ) he deserved it..he was psyco!Anyways..so then I met up with jesse and spent time with him and spent the night over there.
On Saturday, I hung out around the house. Then I went over to Colby's and hung out for awhile. I took Jesse to his house so he could shower and change. Then we went back to my house and Collin Colby, Alex met us there. Oh and later Jon. We ate cookies and just sat around talking and goofing around. We played with my dad's trains and then Bani and Ross showed up. Ross didn't stay but Bani did, cuz Ross was scaring her. :-/ Then FINALLY Riley showed up. We all went to Hollywood video and rented Fear Dot Com (such a lame movie) and Detroit Rock City (very funny and good). In parts in reminds me of Jay and Silent Bob Strikes Back...he he.. Riley, Jesse and Colby ended up staying the night and we all didn't go to bed until pretty late. Then today, Riley, Jesse and I went out to eat at I HOP. Mmm! I got a feast! Eggs, bacon, sausage, hashbrowns and strawberry crepes. : ) Hell yes! Then I took Jess home and Riley and I stopped by Bani's and talked to her for awhile! Then we came back here, her dad picked her up and here I am..downloading music and talked to Jenny and Adam. WELL I THINK I AM GOING TO GO DEVELOP MY FILM NOW. Chow chow!~ Love you-Moo Moo

bustin our butts

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 17 Jan 2003 02:31:02 GMT

This past week my dance team has been bustin our butts to get our new Jlo dance down. We're performing it tomorrow in the girl's basketball game and we pretty much started learning it on Monday. I am teaching the dance, but I am learning it with the team. I learning it while I teach it. It's craziness! I am pretty sure we'll do well tomorrow, but its sad, because not everyone can perform. 2 of the girls aren't completely ready to perform. Tomorrow will be good practice for us, because Tuesday will be our BIG performance for the boy's basketball game!
Play rehearsal has been really fun the last 2 days. I'm really starting to get a feel for my character. It's kinda difficult though, because my character has 2 different personalities! : ) Good times.
I don't know how I have been balancing dance and play, but I am doing it! Woo hoo!
Today was such a weird, but good day. Since it was late arrival, I wasn't going to have to come to school until 9:30, but today I had a dermatologist appointment, which made me miss 1st, 2nd and by the time I got to school 3rd was almost over. Then I went to 4th period, which was super fun, because it's drama. Then I went out to lunch with Kim and Luke. Then I got to 5th period (english) a little late, so MR JESSEN WOULDN'T LET ME COME IN!!! He said if I wanted to be in class, I would of been there on time! Lame-o! So i sat outside my class all period. Then 6th is such a slack off class, so I usually don't do anything, because I finish it on the 1st day. Today Suzanne and I watched this video we made last year.
I think I might be going to the game tonight. I also want to see Scott because I haven't seen him in 3 days.
Well it's dinner time. ~xoxox~ Mols

I WANT................................................................................

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Wed, 15 Jan 2003 08:58:42 GMT

I want to get my homework done

I want to go to bed

I want to have sweet dreams

I want to get to school ON TIME

I want to feel good about myself

I want to be happy

I want to have a good play rehearsal

I want the dance team to be able to get our new dance down

I want to be able to perform on Friday

I want to do well in my classes

I want to be successful

I want to graduate!

I want to go away to college

I want to fulfill my dreams

I want to be independent

I want to be inspired

I want to be a dancer

I want to sing

I want to be an actress

I want to make it big someday

I want to travel

I want to explore places I've never been

I want to live each day to the fullest

I want to not worry so much

I want to be there for other people

I want to have a lot of good friends

I want to love and be loved

I want to happy for who I am and to not try to change me

I want to be proud of myself

I want to be confident

I want to be me

Chilling at Scottie's

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Sun, 12 Jan 2003 03:50:50 GMT

Right now I'm over at Scottie's. He's outside working on his car, so I decided to update.
Today my parents were being assholes and they took the car keys away from me. They think I lied to them about where I was last night, because they drove by Libby's and checked to see if my car was there. How lame!! Anyways, they went to take Nate up to Seattle for college today. They'll probably be home soon.
Even though I didn't have a car, I ended up going shopping today at Clackamas Town Center. I bought Love spell at Victoria Secret's, because they were having a sale. Jess and I ate at Panda Express and shopped around at Abercrombie & Fitch. Then we went to Piercing Pagoda and I got my 3rd hole done. It looks pretty good. I really wanted to get my cartilidge pierced, but last time I got it done, it never healed. Yikes :-p I think Mima and I are going to have our belly buttons pierced tomorrow! Who knows! We know someone who does it for a pretty good price.
I am watching She's All that and sitting here with Lucas and some 14 year old girls.. I swear they're 14, but they claim they're older. That is kinda creepy that Lucas would bring that young of girls here...:-p
Well, Scott is back from working on his car. He thinks someone put sugar in his gas tank! Man.. that sucks.
I am going to go give him some attention!
Muah! -Molly-

The Legend Of Sammy's Swamp

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 10 Jan 2003 23:17:00 GMT

Yesterday Celine, Zach, Skyler and I met with Stokes for a character development rehearsal. It was fun and laid back. We all just talked about our characters and what they're like and what we think their pasts are like. We also had to think of theme songs for our characters. I have no clue what my song will be, but so far I have thought of "I feel pretty oh so pretty!" and "I wanna dance with somebody, wanna feel the heat with somebody..ooh I wanna dance with somebody, with somebody who loves me!" Also "Tea for two, and two for tea and me for you and you for me." I am going to go through my cds and brainstorm. My character Delores is a young southern woman (I HAVE TO WORK ON A SOUTHERN ACCENT!! AHHH!! Scary!) who works in Sammy's Swamp Inn. In the beginning she is trying to find herself, and she is going through identity crises, so she tries to be like the keeper and dresses all gothic. : ) haha kinda funny. Then as the play goes on, I take off more and more of my gothic clothing and start wearing lighter and more cheery stuff and I start singing and dancing. Thats why I have to think of a song.

~yay!~

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 10 Jan 2003 23:11:20 GMT

So Jesse and I are talking again..and I am very pleased. I guess things are ok with us now, but I still don't know why he has been avoiding me for the past 2 weeks. He hasn't told me what has been bothering him. :O( He admitted to me last night that he has missed me and not talking to me has been hard, so I really want to why he even did it! He said he was mad..I have no idea what at, but I will find out sooner or later. Last night I got home from the boys basketball game, and my dad told me Jesse had stopped by!! It was such a good surprise! I called him and we talked for almost 3 hours. We didn't talk about the problem, but we talked about everything else. Caught up..you know. hehe its so funny. Jesse told me that he wanted to ignore me/be mad at me and that it is really hard to do, because I am "so persistant". I write him notes every day, leave them on his car or give them to him, call him, e-mail him or walk up to him at school. He he, so I guess I have made it difficult, but thats good because I want him to keep being friends with me! : ) hehe.
Today we went to BK for lunch with Jaxon, Jayce, Collin, Sarah, Ian and Craig. Good eating. I got a rodeo burger..mmm..onion rings and bbq sauce and burger fixings. : ) Yum! I also got a special Burger King Crown! It is soo exciting let me tell you.

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 06 Jan 2003 08:40:36 GMT

Lately I have been hanging out with my friend Scott, this guy that I know from back when I went to the art school. We met up at the Quest on Thursday, which was really cool, because I haven't talked to him in like 4 years. He's like "Its so good to see you. Look at you, you're all grown up and so beautiful." He took me out to Red Robin on Friday and we've been talking ever since. He is a very nice guy and I don't know if anything is going to happen for us. We're just hanging out right now, getting to know each other and things are going pretty well so far.
Grrr I have to go back to school tomorrow..wait..today!! Ahhh!!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 30 Dec 2002 03:13:04 GMT

My birthday was a pretty good day. I went shopping with my mom and Chels, and had lunch. Then I went and got my hair done. I cut it into a bob, but its not very angled. There are chunky streaks on the top of my head, red, blonde and brown. After that we went shopping some more, and then I went out to eat with friends at Red Robin and then went to the Quest. I had a great time just dancing with everyone. I met this amazing guy named James. He's 20 and from San Diego. His family lives in Portland, so he was here visiting them. I was standing with Mima when he came up to me. He pulled me out onto the dance floor and was like "Let's dance." We danced all night and just hung out and talked. The girls and I went and hung out with James and all his guy friends in Tualitin afterwards. James is such a sweetie and he's hot too. We hung out Thursday, Friday and Saturday and today he had to go back to San Diego. He's in the Marines and he had to go back. : ( It's such a bummer, because you don't meet really nice guys like him everyday. He had dark brown hair, bright blue eyes, an adorable smile, he dressed really good, he had a tattoo on both shoulders, and a really cute body. Man..he was such a gentlemen too. He called me when he got into San Diego today and we talked for awhile. We're going to stay in touch, but still..he isn't coming back to Portland until July. : ( I hung out with him for 3 days, but it felt like so much longer. I am going to miss that boy.

To Anyone: Do you have any pictures of cute angled bob hairstyles that you could send to me?!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Thu, 26 Dec 2002 09:23:46 GMT

I am cutting my hair today and I really want to have an angled bob~!! Longer in the front and shorter in the back, but not too short. Any advice, anyone?
xoxox ~Moo

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Thu, 26 Dec 2002 08:39:23 GMT

I AM 18 TODAY! I AM 18 TODAY!!! I AM 18 TODAY!! : )

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 23 Dec 2002 01:45:25 GMT

My night turned out very well. I got a hold of Libby and met up with her at Jack and the Box. Then we went to Mima's and got ready to go dancing. We were planning on going to Rockafellers, but it was closed! It was so creepy. This old man was following us when we were walking to the club and when we were walking back to our car. :( Yuck! He's like "I enjoy meeting virgins every once and awhile." Gross!! He thought what he had in common with us is that he had a daughter our age. Ewww..
Anyway, so it was closed and we didn't have enough money on us to go to the Quest, we had to go back to Mima's and get Rachel's free guest passes. So here we are, driving back to Portland once more. Take two! We finally get there and go in. It was so much fun! The whole night I was checking this guy out who was all buff and was wearing a cut off red shirt. Ooh he was hot! Then finally I got to dance with him, but it took forever to get his attention. Then Mima and I went over and sat down kinda by where Hot boy and his friend were. Then Hot boy came over to me and sat on my lap and I pulled him close. Then I'm all "will u give me a lap dance?" and he's like, "no, will you?" and then i did for like a minute. hehe..then we talked. His name is Christian and he's 20 and he's adorable! He gave me his number and as soon as I got back to Mima's last night I called him. Mima and I went to a party over at his house (that he shares with 2 girls.) He lives really close to where Mima lives, so that was easy. A bunch of really cool people were there and even people I knew, like Erik Story! That was crazy. I met this guy Scottie who had a bunch of tattoos and piercings and was very forward. He's going to pierce my belly button (MAYBE) for $20!! He used to be a professional piercing guy, so i think I can trust him. Then I met this guy Mike, who was a really sweetie and dressed very well. (kind of acted homosexual..u never know!) Then this major sweetheart Lisa who was telling me about how beautiful I am and how I have a baby face and that when I turn 20, I am going to be a major knockout! And that I have a really good body and I should totally live up my height and all this stuff. ; ) It was flattering. Also there was this guy Eric, it was his 21st birthday. He was pretty cool. He was telling me about his girlfriend of 3 years and all this stuff. Who else was there? This guy that used to date Jadia Kaymeyer, Brett. Then a couple other cuties I didn't get a chance to talk to, and Riley a girl who lives there and I don't know who else. I enjoyed hanging out with all of them but I really enjoyed hanging out with Chris. : ) Ohh he is nice! We hung out for a long time last night into the wee hours of the morning. I finally came home today and slept til like 2! ; ) Then we went and got a christmas tree and now I am going to decorate it.
xoxo i love u all!

2 weeks off! yippee!!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Sun, 22 Dec 2002 02:23:55 GMT

Yesterday was a fun, but hectic last day of school before Christmas. I had to be at school @ 6:20! Yikes!! The vocal jazz sang for the staff meeting. It was fun, we sounded really good. Then Jen, Skyler, Megan, and Shetawn went out for coffee and chai tea at Starbucks. That was fun. Then we performed in the assembly. That went really well. In 3rd period, I watched Lilo and Stitch and talked to Chris. : ) That was very enjoyable. Then 4th I did a radio show performance, then I had lunch and then in 5th we watched Young Frankenstien. Very funny movie. In 6th, we all just hung out and then I went home. I was only home for a little while, then I went to Chelsea's and hung out with her and Stace. Then Chels and I went to Wal-Mart and went christmas shopping for her boy-friend. We also bought stuff for her christmas party and then went to her house and got everything ready. The little Christmas party Chels had was for the senior girls. It was fun. ; ) We ate, decorated cookies, went caroling, watched I'll Be Home For Christmas and chilled.

I have no clue what I am doing tonight. Kind of just playing it by ear! My brother's girlfriend Brandi's family is having a Christmas party and my family is going, but I'm not sure if I am going to go. I'm sure it'll be fun though, because they're a very nice family and I'm really curious to see what their house looks like on the inside. It's so adorable on the outside!

******************Shay-No, the cheerleaders didn't dance in the assembly. They did eagle born and that was about it. Don't worry you didn't miss anything. It was a pretty fun assembly though. The vocal jazz performed, and there was an eating contest. Beau won : ) So, where are you out of town at? Have a wonderful Break!!************************

Call me anyone over break. 6960234

TO Anyone Who Knows And Loves Me!!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 20 Dec 2002 07:50:05 GMT

HEY!!
*If you’re interested in coming to my little Birthday party next Thursday the 26th, we’re most likely meeting at Red Robin around 6:00/6:30, so we have plenty of time to eat and hang out. Since its LADIES Night at the Quest, we’ll need to get there before 9 to get in for free, because it’ll probably be packed, which is why we are meeting at Red Robin so early* For more details, please call me! 696*0234!
Hope you can make it!
*~Have a good Christmas!~*
XoXo *~Molly~*

The minivan is repaired!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 20 Dec 2002 07:42:47 GMT

The minivan got almost totalled a month ago when I got in an accident and got hit by a drunk driver, but it's all better now!! I'll be driving it tomorrow!! Woo hoo! :O)

Don't you think I'm so sexy..I'm just so fresh and so clean

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Fri, 20 Dec 2002 07:39:37 GMT

Aint nobody dope as me, I'm just so fresh. SO fresh and so clean clean!
It's been a good day! It started out with me finding out that I got the part I wanted in The Legend of Sammy's Swamp, the SENIOR show, so that was ExCiTiNg!!~** I was totally not expecting to get the part I wanted, but I did, so yeah! I am stoked. I am going to play Delores, she is a maid, cook and everything else in this haunted little inn and I am young, but a little bit spooky. I have dance team at the same time as the play, so I am not sure how I am going to balance both, but I'll have to do it! Don't want to let anybody down.
Tomorrow I have to be at school @ 620 in the morning to sing for the staff's Christmas banquet! Ahh soo early! Then during 2nd, we're going caroling again. THEN we are singing 3 songs in the assembly! : ) That'll be fun. ALSO I think the dance team is getting announced, so exciting stuff!~**
Well I am exhausted. I love you all! Muah! XOXOX

**Come to my b-day party on the 26th!!**

..so fresh and so clean clean!

Chicken pox at 17?!!!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Tue, 17 Dec 2002 00:55:08 GMT

Grr.. I have been out of school for a week now. It sucks so much. I hate the chicken pox!! Why couldn't I have gotten them when I was little? They itch like crazy and they look awful too. Uggh.
I am starting to feel better, but these pox just aren't going away. I want to go back to school, especially since it's the last week of school before Winter Break. I want to see my friends and give presents to my Secret Santa. :p
Auditions for the Senior Show are tomorrow and I don't know if I can be there..I am still sick. I really want to try out, but I don't want people to see me like this.
We have to tell a joke for auditions, anyone have any ideas??
What's everyone doing on the 26th? Well it's my 18th BIRTHDAY!! I know it's a sucky day to have a birthday, but I'm having a party and you're all invited!! Email me, call me..or whatever for more details. : ) Muah!!

lucky me :-p

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Thu, 05 Dec 2002 08:31:30 GMT

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Oh myyy!!!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Thu, 05 Dec 2002 07:46:44 GMT

x. name = Molly Kristina Marie Lange
x. birthday = December 26
x. piercings = my ears but soon to be more! muhahahah!
x. tattoos = none YET!! : )
x. height = 5'8"
x. shoe size = 9
x. hair color = golden brown with blonde streaks
x. length = collar bone??!!!

x. movie you rented = Monsters INC
x. song you listened to = Justin Timberlake-Rock your body
x. song that was stuck in your head = Eww..MY NECK MY BACK MY PUSSY AND MY CRACK! Ewww!
x. song you've downloaded = nothing recently..
x. cd you bought = " "
x. cd you listened to = Justified
x. person you've called = Jesse, Kara
x. person who's called you = Kara, Ross
do...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = YES!! SOMEWHERE WARM AND TROPICAL!!
x. you think about suicide = oh goodness NO!
x. you believe in online dating = no not so much..
x. others find you attractive = Well, OF COURSE! jk.. I have been told that they do
x. you want more piercings = my belly button, my cartlidge, 3rd hole in my ears
x. you want more tattoos = Yes..dont have any yet, but I want a tattoo either on the small of my back or on my hip
x. you drink = Yes I do..occasionally
x. you do drugs = No ma'am
x. you like cleaning = No, but I have to
x. you like roller coasters = Aww YES! What a thrill
x. you write in cursive or print = I do whatever my hand tells me to do..hehe :O)
x. you carry a donor card = nope..
x. long distance relationships = i dont like them..too much distance!
x. using someone = HELL NAH!
x. suicide = no!!!
x. killing people = no!!!
x. teenage smoking = whatever floats your boat..but I think it is gross
x. doing drugs = Dont agree with all of them
x. premarital sex = Its your choice
x. driving drunk = NO!!
x. gay/lesbian relationships = Sure whatever is your type
x. soap operas = All my children..I cant believe I have gotten sucked into that shit!

favorite...
x. food = mmm anything! Mexican, burgers and fries, ice cream, fruit, milkshakes, smoothies
x. song = I have a ton! Justin-Rock your body, La Bouche-Sweet Dreams, DJ Sammy-We're in Heaven, Hey Baby, All the disney songs!, Sublime songs, Weezer songs, Red hot chilli peppers..
I HAVE TOO MANY
x. thing to do = DANCE, hang with friends, go dancing, party, go shopping, water skiing, GOOFING AROUND, watch movies, SING
x. thing to talk about = sex..boys..hehe..food!..vacations
x. sports = baseball, football, basketball, soccer
x. drinks = root beer, juice, fuzzy navel
x. clothes = Cute jeans and boots and cutttee belts
x. movies = cruel intentions, save the last dance, wedding planner, austin powers 1, 2, 3, dumb and dumber, sound of music, little mermaid, sixteen candles, dirty dancing, legally blonde, center stage, clueless, harry potter and the sorcerers stone and the chamber of secrets, 10 things i hate about you, shrek, toy story, runaway bride, hook..yadda yadda yadda
x. band[s] = weezer, good charlotte, newfound glory, fenix tx, and so on and so forth
x. holiday = Christmas/My Birthday/Valentines/4th of July

have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or guy = Yes
x. ever lied to someone = Yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = haha no
x. ever been arrested = no

what...
x. shampoo do you use = Bumble and Bumble Gentle Shampoo
x. perfume do you use = Creamy Coconut, Sweet Pea, Happy, SO Pink, Love Spell
x. shoes do you wear = Black Doc Martens, Steve madden boots, Black chucks, roxy flip flops, yellow and white pumas
x. are you scared of = Failure, dying, drowning, creepy crawly things...

number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken?: a few
x. of hearts I have broken?: ?? hopefully none
x. of times I have been in love: not too many
x. of guys I have kissed?: LETS JUST SAY..more like i can count of my hands
x. of continents I have lived in?: 1
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: i have like 10 (my franklin girls, robyn, jesse, kara, danielle from cali)
x. of people I consider my enemies?: just a few frosh bitches
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?: still in high school..so hopefully when i leave i will stay in touch with like 20 people..or more?!
x. of cd's that I own?: 40 or so
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: more than twice
x. of scars on my body?: 5..maybe a little more
x. of things in my past that I regret?: there is several..but YOU LIVE AND LEARN : )

5 artists on the radio i like
Jennifer Lopez
Ja rule & Beyonce
Kelly Rowland
Justin Timberlake
Red Hot Chili Peppers

5 bands on the radio i can't stand
I love Michelle Branch and Avril Lavigne but for the moment I am sick and tired of the their same old songs..over and over

5 really great movies
Sound of music
Lion King
Dirty Dancing
Ferris Buellers Day off
Sixteen Candles

5 really bad movies
Scary Movie
RAMBO
Drowning Mona
Home Fries
South Park

608-6484 TODD

; )

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 02 Dec 2002 07:28:57 GMT

Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening.
You havent felt pain until you've lived in a dancers shoes
Great dancers are not great because fo their technique, they are great because of their passion

Turkey Day..Christmas Lights!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Mon, 02 Dec 2002 00:05:24 GMT

Ohh this break was great, but went by too fast.
On Tuesday, I hung out with Chelsea. We visited Ben at Baskins, went to Justin's grandmas house and then went to Brad's grannys house.
On Wednesday, Kara and I went over to Granny's house and hung out with Tony and Brad. They were sleeping, so we snuck in and woke them up. We hung out there all day..watched Indiana Jones and Bond. Then that night I went and saw Die another day with Jesse, Ian, CJ and Josh.
On Thursday, my family and I went to Grandma Jeans house. That was fun..good grubbin time. We watched Spiderman and The Bandits. Then that night I went over to Jesse's and watched 40 days and 40 nights.
On Friday, I went shopping with my mom at Abercrombie, Nordstroms and American Eagle. I got new shoes, sweaters, a cute snap up shirt, long sleeve tees, a hoodie and 3 pairs of pants. They are some of my x-mas presents. Then that night I went to Ian's where he was having a party. That was a blast.
On Saturday, Kara and I watched Sixteen Candles, Casper, Center Stage and Runaway Bride and ate pumpkin pie and made cookies. When we were sitting there watching Runaway Bride we heard this loud scratching noise on the window behind us and it totally freaked us out, so we ran out of the room. Then we locked all the doors and ran upstairs. When we were hiding in her mom's room, we heard the doorbell ring. It was like a scary movie!! We looked out the window and we saw a car..kinda looked like Jesses..so we went downstairs and opened the door. It was J chowski and Ross. We told them about what happened and they lied and told us they had no idea what we were talking about, but we figured out later it was them. When they were leaving they scratched on the window again and I ran outside to see Ross jump into Jesse's car.. Later Jess came back and picked me up. We went to Muchas and then to Ian's. We watched Legally Blonde. Then I went home..and here I am!
xoxox

aye curumba!

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Wed, 20 Nov 2002 06:31:06 GMT

Wishing and hoping and dreaming and loving..

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Wed, 20 Nov 2002 04:30:42 GMT

Today I talked to my little hottie and he seemed all bummed out. I guess his mom doesn't like the idea of a senior taking a freshmen to Sadies. She feels uncomfortable about it. :-( I may be older, but I am still a nice girl and I'm not going to hurt him! Besides we're not going alone..if that makes her feel any better. I think I am going to try to hang out with him this weekend and go over to his house and meet his mom. Its kinda weird, because his older sister is my age! hehe
Well I hope it works out and we're able to go to Sadies together.
He's sooo cute..I just want to kiss him! I guess he was telling people 1st period that he thinks I'm really cool and fun and that he really wants to go to Sadies with me...

Ohhh..say a little for me!

Sugar Pie Honey Bunch...

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Tue, 19 Nov 2002 05:43:22 GMT

You know that I love you! I can't help myself! I love you and nobody else. : )

Today was a great day. I finally asked my crush to Sadies...and he said yes! :) I was really nervous, because he's a very popular little guy & a bunch of girls were asking him, so I didn't think he'd want to go with me. I am soo happy! He is adorable! : ) Woo! I can't get over how hot he is! He was holding the thing that I asked him to Sadies with and I'm like "Who's that from?" and he's like "I was hoping it was from you." : ) : ) And I was like "Yeah it is." And then he told me it would be really fun to go and I'm like, "So you want to?" And he's like, "Yes." and then I hugged him..wow I am happy.
Then I saw him after school and he gave me his number and we talked for a while. Then he was walking away and I'm like "I don't get a goodbye?" and then he came over and hugged me. Mmm..so nice. I am going to try to hang out with him this weekend..Mmmm.

This weekend was pretty fun.
Friday~I went to Pioneer place with Jesse, Ian, Colby and Craig. We went shopping at A & F and Urban Outfitters. Craig bought a coat @ Abercrombie and took his shirt off underneath and started walking around the mall with his coat unzipped! haha! It was so great! Then when we got back to the parking garage, Craig posed in front of the elevator doors waiting for it to open and we didn't expect anyone to be on the other side of the doors, but there was! There was an asian couple and their little girl on the other side of the door..and they look soo surprized! haha! :)
Afterwards we went to the Portal to see Ross perform. He played a couple songs on his guitar and sang..he's really good! :)
Then I met up with Joe & went to Peasners party for awhile. Good times.
On Saturday I went and saw HARRY POTTER with Chels, Ian, CJ and Jesse. I loved that movie SOOO much! : ) :) Then Ian and CJ went home and Chels, Jesse and I went to Dennys and had strawberry waffles. Delicious!
Then on Sun, I hung out with Jesse..then I hung out with Kara, Tony and Brad.

Well I gotta do my hw..love you much! XOXO

I almost died on Friday..

lilmsmollyk@aol.com — Tue, 12 Nov 2002 06:59:47 GMT

On Friday night, Chelsea and I were coming home from our performance of Romeo and Juliet. I was getting off of 1-5 and taking a left turn onto 39th street (on a green arrow) when all of a sudden I got hit. It was so scary, because a second before I got hit I saw the car out of the corner of my eye! : ( The car hit me on the left side of my van by the driver side door and the front. It caused me to hit my head against my window and hit my shoulder against the door. After it happened I was in shock and Chelsea had to tell me to turn the car off. Then we got out of the van ( i had to get out on her side ) and walked over to where the guys that hit us were. They were really rude. They're like "What happened? Our light was green." And then I'm like "Well my light was green." They were careless driving drunk! They just didn't understand how badly they could of hurt us or themselves. Chels called the police and like a minute later an ambulence, a firetruck and 2 police cars showed up. Then we had to answer a bunch of questions. The guys were getting tested with breath-a-lisers and I saw 2 beer bottles being taken out of their car. Then we kept talking to the cops and we told them that we think that they switched places and the one who claims was driving really was in the passenger seat. Before I knew it they were both arrested and put in the back of the cop car! It was such a big mess. The car didnt even belong to either of the guys, it belonged to the guy's girlfriend! Chelsea and I were perfectly nice to the guys. I even introduced myself and they're like "Ill see you in court." But once I found out they were drunk I WAS SO MAD!" The more the night went on my back really started to hurt. Chels and I got a ride home in the tow truck. After we explained the accident to our parents, we went to the hospital to get X-rayed. We were there for hours..: ( We're fine..we are still alive thank goodness, but Chelsea's lower back hurts and my back hurts and my head and shoulder where I hit the window. We're on a bunch of pain medication and muscle relaxers.
The guys got charged with DUI's, but I don't know if they'll have to pay for the damage done to my van and to me. They better! The guys that hit me are saying that Chels and I are guilty because we apologised! Duh we apologised for the situation not because it was our fault. They were driving drunk and they could of done a lot worse damage! : ( Grrr
I am going to have to go to court and I hope I win the case!